I feel lost. I feel like the light has been extinguished that has been illuminating the path to my journey. I feel as if I am in a cave with only the touch of my hands to feel along the walls in total darkness to find my way out. I ultimately know where I want to go, but I have no idea on how to get there. I am at a loss on how to find the path I was walking so confidently just weeks ago. As soon as I get an obstacle behind me another pops up in front of me and they seem to be getting bigger and nastier every time they arrive. And this one feels like it is larger than I can maneuver around.
I have been praying, reading and trying to seek what God is trying to show me but it does not feel like our lines of communication are still open. I have no idea what lesson I am supposed to be learning or if I am to be changing my direction from my current path. Have I done something to cut our line of communication? Am I missing something? The void between us feels like the Grand Canyon right now.
Two weeks ago my cousin died unexpectedly. Three days ago someone broke into my house and stole everything of value from my house and some of the things that had extreme sentimental value. Both of these things rattled me to the core. I have faith that God will see me through this in the end, but right now I just don't know how or what my next move is. I am stumbling and wandering numb and alone in search of some sign to show me the way. Lord please show me which direction I am to go. Please show me how to find the path to my journey again since I have been so lost for what seems like forever. I miss the closeness I felt with you. I miss the comfort I felt while I was slowly following my journey with you. Please Lord help me to set my compass back right. I do not enjoy the way I am feeling and have been feeling. I really need some joy in my life again.
I was looking as we were talking....I knew these verses were in there and knew they said what I was wanting to say....but I didn't want to screw them up.....meditate on these......take them into your soul and hear what they are saying....I know I don't understand nor like when I am being tried....but I have to holdfast to what Peter says especially.....I do know this....if you will keep your eyes and faith on Him and IN Him....He will honor that and you will come thru stronger....love you.
ReplyDelete2nd cor. 4: 3-18 and 1st Peter 1:6-7
Thank you. I have looked them up and both of them help. You know that I don't know my bible as well as you do and don't have a clue most of the time on where to look.
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